and there was a new voice
which you slowly
recognized as your own,
that kept you company
as you strode deeper and deeper
into the world,
determined to do
the only thing you could do --
determined to save
the only life you could save.
Sunday, February 13, 2011
I have no control & I'm gonna get fat
The blog title says it all :/
I'll talk more tomorrow when I can confront my feelings..
Remember that you do have control and the better you get, the more powerful you become. When you're in the grips of starving yourself/binging, then ED has control. When you're being good to yourself, feeding yourself and looking after yourself, then you're in control of your life. Also, remember that 'having control' is not the same as restricting. That's just a trick that ED plays on us. Focus on all of the other areas of life where its more important that you are in control (e.g. over your relationship with yourself and others, your school work, your career goals etc). Stay strong and don't let ED take control!!!
Haley, *HUGS* I don't know what happened, but I will be thinking of you. Please be kind to yourself and try to talk back to ED thoughts. <3
ReplyDeleteWe're here for you, Haley. Praying for you. <3 Hugs!
ReplyDeleteI'm thinking about you.
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Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers! <3
ReplyDelete<3 Thinking about you, and missing you!
ReplyDeleteFeel better girl. You have alot of support and I'm keeping you in my thoughts. Stay stong <3
ReplyDeleteHope things are okay :(
ReplyDeleteRemember that you do have control and the better you get, the more powerful you become. When you're in the grips of starving yourself/binging, then ED has control. When you're being good to yourself, feeding yourself and looking after yourself, then you're in control of your life. Also, remember that 'having control' is not the same as restricting. That's just a trick that ED plays on us. Focus on all of the other areas of life where its more important that you are in control (e.g. over your relationship with yourself and others, your school work, your career goals etc). Stay strong and don't let ED take control!!!
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