Honestly it seems like it's become this horrible compulsion. I can't even explain it.
The worst part is the disgust I feel with myself for so long after a binge.. :/
Plus I'm getting fat. Doesn't make things any better..
I'm seeing Dr. Tatum tonight. Maybe she can help. I hope so.
Anyway, I feel like it will all work out, eventually. I hope so, anyway. I'm trying to remain positive.